I love the story of the resurrection of Lazarus for so many reasons. It shows the deep faith of both Martha and Mary. It shows the deep love Jesus has for his friend. It shows the strength and power of Jesus as he calls to Lazarus to come out of the tomb. And it shows Jesus’ trust in the disciples to participate in his healing ministry by unbinding Lazarus.
It’s that unbinding I want to reflect on with you today. You see, like so many of you, I have an unbinding story to tell.
Lazarus didn’t unbind himself. A community did that work. So, it is with me. It has taken the kindness and patience of family, friends and mentors to help unbind me. It’s taken a lot of sleepless nights and days of prayer. So many people, and so many prayers, gathered into the work of my unbinding, have given me the courage to tell you that I am a bisexual person. I am attracted to both men and women. So while I am not having a relationship with anyone now, sexuality is a deep part of who I am. And while I have realized this about myself for a long time—and knew it when you elected me as bishop, it has been easier and safer to stay bound and in the tomb.
When I was elected, we were in the middle of very difficult and sometimes harsh discussions about human sexuality. I did not want there to be another conversation at the same time and among many of the same people. I knew that it couldn’t be about me. I knew this was something we as a whole church needed to wrestle with and decide. And so I stayed bound.
So, why now? Because I have learned that representation matters. It inspires, opens doors and fosters belonging. And because I also truly believe in the importance of living authentically. I’ve always felt that everyone should have the freedom to grow into and embrace the fullness of who God created them to be, and this truth applies to me as well.
I know this news will be hard for some people to take in, so let me remind you, I’m still the same person you’ve known, the same bishop that I have been for these 17 years. Important as it is, sexuality is not the primary way I identify myself. Beloved, flawed and faithful servant of God is how I think of myself. I hope something like that is true for you as well, that you see both you and I as joined in the servant Body of Christ.
Please pray for me as I live into this new unbound state and as I finish my work as your National Bishop. Thank you for all the ways you live into the truth of your gifts. God bless you all.
Rev. Susan Johnson
ELCIC National Bishop
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